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14 December 2008 Sunday, December 14, 2008 / 12:19 AM
Holidays are finally here~!
Ya and i'm touched
Finally have holidays again~ even though it's just two weeks
Went to watch Fb's dance concert today
Really not bad not bad.. Worth watching=D
It totally reminds me of the days when we were having GEMS 3 @ beginning of the year
Tiring but damn freaking happy and contented
Really feel like dancing again with tpde
But i realise that i'm a coward
I mind about what others will think of me
Especially when it's about dance
I'm trying to improve though really trying
Trying to be thick-skinned
I want dance again~
And willing to start all over..
Confusing days
Am i suppose to suffer all these before happy ending..
It's tiring..
I want to have a happy ending..
But will i have it??
I got a feeling that i cannot take it anymore
Thus i'm scared.. sort of
I dislike people to give me cold feelings
It just feels like they're not interested in me, as a friend, at all
I have no idea if i have a boyfriend
I have no idea if i have best friends
Total loneliness
Sorry if i've said anything sorry
I got a feeling that everything's gonna end soon~ with bad endings
Damn uncomfortable unsafe insecure..
I need someone..
