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23 June 2010 Wednesday, June 23, 2010 / 10:23 PM
Yea.!
Back from Fbodz's chalet.
Really fun there.
The poker.
The mahjong.
The K session.
And stuffs.
Had lots of stay-overs recently.
And they are all fun, enjoyable an interesting.
Sometimes i just wonder.
If i should just grow up.
And stop being too happy.
Face the fact, and reality.
After all, life is not that enjoyable too.
I am really ok with everyone's joke.
Except for some.
Cause i know that that's not what they really think of me.
But why can't people just accept mine too.
I know sometimes words come out too quickly from my mouth.
Without thinking.
I feel that it's my fault.
But why Alodie is not given a chance.
To NOT face the fact that she said something rude.
Should i be a more serious person?
In other words, a stone person.
Since a too serious person is as boring as a stone person, to me.
I still want my good friends.
Cause they are my good friends.
And i don't wanna make anyone goes berserk anymore.
I got this person in my mind right now.
But i think, or quite confirmed.
That this person does not have the same thinking as me.
I am not good enough for this person either.
Am going to give up.
But i need some time.
Thanks.
But i think, or quite confirmed.
That this person does not have the same thinking as me.
I am not good enough for this person either.
Am going to give up.
But i need some time.
Thanks.
