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/ hmmmm Thursday, March 24, 2011 / 12:17 AM
Some times the person who looks the most bochup are actually the person who cares the most.
Lump on my neck ain't looking very good.
Lots of people are telling me that it look worse from the day i start the medication.
I chose to stay calm about it.
Then people are telling me that i look like i don't care about this lump.
In fact, i did.
Maybe because i am the one having this weird thing on my neck.
That's why i'm afriad.
I saw it's process of popping up, it's process of growing.
Now that it is super painful + itchy.
I am getting more and more insecure.
Keep asking my mother and aunties about the condition now.
But they seem to be confident that it is improving instead.
I want to get it scanned,
I want to get it removed.
But they are so confident that i also believe that it is improving.
In fact, all of us have no idea of what it is.
I don't wanna spend any much more money on medication already.
Now it looks like a big red pimple with white patches on it.
They are telling me that it is ready to explode.
All the don't know what thing will come out.
The day when it explodes, i swear i will cry.
Ok, maybe not cry but tear.
Now when a few drops of fluid exits i can feel the pain already.
Imagine if one day it explodes.
Wow, its gonna be hell.
Really hope that it will recover soon.
Like really soon, asap kind.
Nothing weird or extra about it.
After it recovers, it will be the end of its story.
Not end of my life cause i don't wanna die yet.
I wanna die with everyone on 2012 ya.
So good luck to me.
Trying not to waste any more money on medication already.
Cause my parents are not rich, neither am i.
From young i already spent lots of their money on medication.
My face, my face and my face.
And i am going Taiwan soon which needs another sum of money.
So ya, once again, Good luck to me.
.x.o.x.o.
AlodieT
