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/ i am still a human being Monday, March 21, 2011 / 9:28 AM
I always believed that there are 2 ways of talking.
One from mouth, and one from heart.
Until now, i still believe that things work this way.
But i guess, everything has a limit in the end.
Jokes are supposed to exit from our mouths.
Even though jokes are meant to be a joke all the time.
But if a joke is being made too many times and every time,
Then things will be different,
Joke will no longer be a joke,
No longer be funny.
Then it will start to exit from the heart unknowingly.
One saying it may not feel that it is so,
But the one receiving it may not feel the same as before, when it WAS still a joke.
I'm a brainless person.
I don't know how to control my temper,
Don't know how to control my actions,
Don't know how to control my feelings,
Don't know how to control my laughter,
Don't know how to control my words.
I know i always hurt people unknowingly by saying some stuffs randomly when i don't even have an idea of it.
Meaning i often forgot what i've said.
This is me, I guess i'm old that's why my brains are like that.
So i know that other people are the same as me too.
They always say things randomly that can be hurtful to others without knowing it.
Thus, i chose to be ignorant.
No, maybe not to the extent of ignorant, like a bit serious LOL.
Maybe I just choose words and sentences, that sounds nicer, then take it to heart.
I am really fine with all those jokes made to me so far.
I said jokes, meaning those that are still within the limit.
And i feel that my limit is super high already, as a lot of people told me so.
People can joke about me and even myself feel that the joke is funny and started laughing the joke.
I swear i love the people beside me all the time and this is how we have fun with one another..
But sometimes words and ignorance are being taken for granted.
I swear i almost cried at that moment.
Cause i feel that people are not joking with me anymore,
I feel that i'm a joke instead.
Aiya whatever.
I still love my friends.
Love all the times that we have.
走一步, 是一步再, 看一步.
Hope things will turn friendlier.
.x.o.x.o.
AlodieT
